I had a rock bottom day today, I'll usually go for a walk or eat something sweet to cheer me up. However,I need to preserve my energy and uh Ramadan innit. I feel soo incredibly alons in this particular test(I'm not going to mention it)but I have to keep going.  I've spoken to a potential about it once, but honestly no one understands,  I don't even understand.  It's a personal matter but Allah tests people differently and we should all be tested. I had a girl on earth say "everything is easy for you", just because I'm naturally a smiley person. All I know is when I finally come out from this ,I'm definitely not going to the same person. Going through made see everyone and everything differently.