im having a really hard time making friends, im socially inept. not only do i have a bad case of social anxiety, but im really bad at communicating. I don’t have any friends irl, i have like 1 close friend online. and i find it really troubling connecting with others. Maybe it’s related to wanting friends with similar interests, which is really hard to do because my interests are either niche or mundane. no matter what i cant project my voice or form a full sentence irl. and mostly i appear as emotionless, someone asked once if i was homicidal because i look like I wanted to kill people. i really want friends but i dont know how. 