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Title: They said I would never make it. But I will prove them wrong. (JEE 2025, ADHD, Autism, Slow Learner, and Betrayal)  
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I don’t know who will read this. I don’t know if anyone will care. But I have no one else to turn to. No friends, no mentors, no support. Just me, my mother, and a world that has already written me off as a failure.

From the moment I was born, I was "the useless one." I was "too slow." "Too dumb." "Too different." My own father’s family mocks me, laughs at my dreams, tells me I will never even make it to a local college—let alone IIT. They say my mother should stop hoping for me. That I will always be a **nobody.**

And maybe they are right.

I have **ADHD.** I have **autism.** I am an **extremely slow learner.** I struggle to understand things that others grasp in minutes. I read the same lines over and over, but they don’t make sense. I forget things instantly. I am the kind of student that teachers get frustrated with, that peers ignore, that society pushes aside.

And today, I am at rock bottom.

I have not studied **ANYTHING** in Class 12. Not a single chapter. Not a single topic. **JEE 2025 is months away, and I am standing at the start line while the whole world has already finished the race.**

But they don’t know **why** I am doing this.

They don’t know what I lost.

My sister—my best friend, my protector, my everything—**couldn’t take it anymore.** The same people who mock me today were the ones who destroyed her. She deserved the world, but the world only gave her pain. And she is gone because of them.

And now, they want me to give up too. To break like she did. To disappear.

But I won’t.

They think I am weak. They think I will fail. They think I will never amount to anything. But I will show them. I **WILL** crack JEE 2025. I **WILL** get **99+ percentile.** I **WILL** go to **IIT KGP.** And when I do, those same people who humiliated me—who humiliated my mother—will have no choice but to watch as I rise above them all.

I have no coaching. No expensive materials. No guidance. No time. But I **don’t have the luxury to give up.**

I know I am slow. I know I struggle. I know the odds are against me. But I don’t care if I have to study **18 hours a day.** I don’t care if I have to sacrifice everything. This isn’t just an exam for me. This is a battle for my dignity, for my sister’s memory, for my mother’s honor.

If you have **ANYTHING**—**any free resources, any strategy, any roadmap, any advice**—please, I am begging you, **help me.**

I don’t need pity. I need weapons to fight this war. And I **WILL** win this war.

Help me prove them wrong. Help me show them that the person they tried to break is still standing. And still fighting.

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