This is something hard to talk about. Being socially phobic as well as agoraphobia, I missed out on ever having a romantic relationship. I only know how to have normal conversations and not how to ever let women know I'm interested. I lack that part of socialization. And so I find myself heartbroken at times. Meanwhile, the woman I'm interested in has no idea (not that I meet many women anyway).  I am socially retarded, literally.

How do I mature? How do I learn now what I should have as a teenager? With a new place, a new city, and being alone, I don't know what to do. Having a partner is what I want more than anything else. I feel doomed to stay single. Hopeless. 

Any advice guys?