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conversations.value: What is a description for a book titled Kelly Osbourne about Following, Emmy, Award-winning with the genre: Arts & Photography, Music?
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conversations.value: Following the Emmy Award-winning The the authors, the author has gone on to make a serious name for herself in the worlds of television, radio, musical theatre and fashion. She received rave reviews in 2007 for Chicago and later that year was nominated for a prestigious Sony Award after starting her 'Sunday Surgery' radio slot. Kelly's TV presenting work includes co-hosting the Brit Awards, and her recording career includes a half-million selling No. 1 single. In 2008 she was voted Britain's Most Stylish Celebrity by the viewers of LK Today.
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conversations.value: She received rave reviews in 2007 for Chicago and later that year was nominated for a prestigious Sony Award after starting her 'Sunday Surgery' radio slot. Kelly's TV presenting work includes co-hosting the Brit Awards, and her recording career includes a half-million selling No. 1 single. In 2008 she was voted Britain's Most Stylish Celebrity by the viewers of LK Today.
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conversations.value: What is the first five paragraphs for this book?
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conversations.value: Kelly Osbourne
  Addresses for companies within The Random House Group Limited can be found at: www.randomliouse.co.uk/offices.htm
  Thank you to Hazleden and all the Hazel Nuts – Thank you for helping me through the hardest time in my life. And a special thanks to Lisa K and Pat.
  I couldn't get through a day without my friends who have been there and supported me throughout the good and the bad:
  TURNING thirteen is the start of one of the hardest times of your entire life. It really is. You don't know who you are. You've got all these people telling you what's cool and what's not. There are just far too many influences in your life.
  It's probably not what you'd expect from our family, but it's homely and traditional. Mum's Mini Cooper sits outside and as soon as I open the door I know I'm home. Mum's put a lot of work into making it a family home and I see it as being really cosy. It's not a fancy house.
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conversations.value: What is five more paragraphs? Start with the sentence 'I understood it to be a show primarily about my dad because he's bloody entertaining'.
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conversations.value: I understood it to be a show primarily about my dad because he's bloody entertaining. We were simply giving our permission to let them film us in the background. Of course I wanted to take part behind the scenes, and I was cool if I appeared on screen now and again. I thought I would be the daughter no one would remember.
  We all left the meeting really excited but Aimee had decided that she didn't want to appear front of camera. She's remained out of the spotlight ever since. It was October 2001 and we were just about to move into our new house on Doheny Road so the MTV film crew started filming on the day we moved in. Mum and Dad had bought the house from the King of Bongo who'd had to move back to Africa 'very quickly'. Mum being mum (she's not happy unless she's moving house or making her mark on a house) was in the process of gutting the place. She was ripping out pillars and making rooms bigger and knocking down walls. The builders were still finishing the work when we were moving in and it was chaos.
  As you walked through the main door (she had all the original door handles taken off and replaced in the style of a cross), the staircase to the bedrooms sat in the middle of the oval entrance. In the far left-hand corner of the hallway were stable barn-style doors that led to the kitchen and small lounge. In one sense, the house appeared quite gothic with skulls and crosses hanging up. But then my mum would shove in a Laura Ashley-style sofa covered in flowers with matching lampshades and curtains. My mum's desk with her computer was in the kitchen too so that room was the centre of the house. The doors from the kitchen led to the garden, so the dogs would be in and out. My dad would be walking about moaning, 'Fuck me, I'm living in Doctor Dolittle's house. There's piss and shit everywhere.'
  At first, I was really conscious of the cameras. I mean, who wouldn't be? I was convinced I wouldn't appear a lot so I wanted to make sure that when I did, I looked OK. I definitely made sure I put make-up on.
  On that first day, my mum was on the driveway, hidden behind the heavy electronic wooden gates surrounded by hundreds of cardboard boxes with labels on saying: 'Kelly', 'Jack', 'lounge', 'kitchen', etc.', written in thick pen. She was busy directing the removal men. I was in my bedroom with our nanny Melinda unpacking all my clothes in the walk-in wardrobe with pink-and-white tiles and telling the joiners that the fewer shelves they gave me, the less crap I could put on them.
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conversations.value: What is the last five paragraphs? End with the sentence ' I really will.'.
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conversations.value: If I think about relapsing again, it makes me want to cry. I worry about it, but I'm realistic. For the first time since I started taking painkillers when I was sixteen, I feel like I've learned my biggest lesson: there is a strong chance I will relapse. But because I recognise that, I almost feel like I've got the strength to fight it.
  I think I was too caught up in pretending that I could be clean for ever before and that just put more pressure on me. I suppose I was in denial a lot of the time. Addiction doesn't take a day off. With anything else in your life, like your job, you may have a good day or a bad day. But there is none of that with addiction. You have to fight it all the time. Now that I know that, I don't feel so scared. I'm trying to put the right plans in place.
  I wish. I wish with every fibre of my being. I really wish, more than anything that it was just as simple as me deciding that I don't want to do drugs any more. If that was the case, I wouldn't take them again. But it isn't. It really isn't.
  For a normal person, that's what they do – when they don't want to do something any more, they stop doing it. But when you're an addict, you can't. I wish to God I could.
  As much as I wish I didn't relapse, as much as I wish I didn't fall off the wagon, every time I relapse it's that little bit more embarrassing. I have to pick myself up and have everyone know I'm back in the same position again. But I'll fight it. I really will.