human
I'm not going to stay long. I'm not going to worry you. I'll go away in just a moment; but I had to come; I had to come. I've been a little sick, and I believe I've not quite got over the fever yet; but I couldn't go through it again without seeing you. I know that, and that's--why--I've--come. It isn't the fever. Oh, no; I'm not sick at all. I'm very well, thank you----
gpt
It's you, Judith----
human
I--used--to--think--that--I--loved--you. I--used--to--think I was--a--man. I didn't know what love was, and I didn't know what it was to be a man. I know both now, thank God, and learning each has helped me to learn the other. If I killed all your feeling for me, I deserve the loss; but you must have known, Judith, that I was not myself that night. You did know. Your instinct told you the truth; you--knew--I loved--you--then--and that's why--that's why--you--God bless you--said--what--you--did. To think that I should ever dare to open my lips again! but I can't help it; I can't help it. I was crazy, Judith--crazy--and I am now; but it didn't go and then come back. It never went at all, as I found out, going down to Cuba--and yes, it did come back; but it was a thousand times higher and better love than it had ever been, for everything came back and I was a better man. I have seen nothing but your face all the time--nothing--nothing, all the time I've been gone; and I couldn't rest or sleep--I couldn't even die, Judith, until I had come to tell you that I never knew a man could love a woman as--I--love--you--Judith. I----