human
That was my true reason for coming back. I don't know if I deceived you any on that point. I tried to. But anyway I didn't manage to deceive Lucas. He sees most things. He knows for instance that I--care for you --almost angrily he flung the words--
gpt
--his lips twisted into a queer smile--
human
Do you think I want--that?
gpt
I can't say, he said.
human
Most women would. But--if you want to know--I'd sooner be trampled. I've promised I'll play the straight game, and I'm playing it. I'm telling you the raw truth. I love you. I have it in me to make you know it. But--
gpt
But you love Lucas better
human
Just that. Also, Lucas is a good man. He will set your happiness first all his life. While I--while I --he stooped a little, still staring downwards as if he watched something--
gpt
he said, speaking very quietly,
human
And you think that is all I can offer him?
gpt
I have no theories on that subject. I believe you would satisfy him. I believe--ultimately--you would both find the happiness we are all hunting for.
human
And you?
gpt
I, Lady Carfax! he said grimly.
human
I don't fit into the scheme of things anyway. I was just pitchforked into your life by an accident. It's for you to toss me out again.
gpt
What will you do? she asked in the same hushed voice.
human
Where will you go?
gpt
I really don't know. I haven't begun to think.