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What does it matter what they will say? said Susan;
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I will never see them again. Unless--yes, put down her veil; she is pretty, very pretty; but what has Herbert to do with her? He said it was me he wanted; and why did he bring me away if he did not love me? Love me! and deceived me, and told me lies. Oh God, oh God! is it not Carlingford? Where is it? I am taking God's name in vain. I was not thinking of Him--, I was thinking----. His name is Fordham, Herbert Fordham,--do you hear? What do you mean by Mildmay? I know no Mildmay. Stop and let me think. Herbert--Herbert! Oh, where are you--where are you? Do you think it never could be him, but only a lie? Well! if he did not love me, I could bear it; but why, why did he cheat me, and bring me away? The door is locked; they will not let me get out. Herbert! was there never, never any Herbert in the world? Oh, come back, even if you are only a dream! Locked! If they would only kill me! What do they mean to do with me? Oh God, oh God! but I must marry him if he says so. I must, must marry him, though he has told me lies. I must, whatever he does. Even if I could get through the window and escape; for they will call me wicked. Oh, mamma, mamma! and Arthur a minister, and to bring disgrace on him! But I am not disgraced. Oh no, no; never, never!-- I will die first-- I will kill him first. Open the door; oh, open the door! Let me go!