human
And yet I am doing it for her, he muttered to himself.
gpt
I must go through with it; but while I am about it I want to forget her. My work lies before me--that dastardly work which is to stain my character and blemish my honor; but there is no going back now. Sibyl was unprovided for, and I have an affection of the heart which may end my days at any moment. For her sake I had no other course open to me. Now I shall not allow my conscience to speak again.