human
That is positively cruel,
gpt
Very human, I think,
human
A woman can make of a man what she pleases.
gpt
Possibly; but I had a beast to deal with.
human
Can't you think more kindly of him, now that he is gone?
gpt
No, said Leah, decisively.
human
I would not say so to every one, but I do to you, out of respect for your character.
gpt
I am both flattered and grieved. Be lenient, Lady James. Are you so good yourself, that you can refuse charity to the dead?
human
That's a trifle personal, isn't it? she asked good-humouredly;
gpt
Let us take the primary instincts of being, and----
human
Oh, I fear we have not the time to begin with Genesis. What is left of poor Jim arrives in charge of M. Demetrius within two hours, and I must prepare myself for the scene there is bound to be. To be brief in my defence, I can safely say that I am better than most women. I never gave Jim the chances he gave me of appearing in the divorce court. I keep my temper, even when most provoked. I don t say nasty things about those who run me down, and always help those I like. I avoid the use of slang and of excessively strong drink. I neither smoke, nor indulge in morphine. I invariably go to church, with half a crown for the plate; and--and--I think that includes all my virtues. What more would you have?
gpt
Unselfishness, responded Lionel, gravely;
human
And the world's. I might inquire with the Apostles, and I do inquire, with all curiosity, 'Who then can be saved?'
gpt
Those whose merits do not spring from the ego, as do yours. To you, Lady James, Satan comes in his favourite guise, as an angel of light, and only the Ithuriel spear of the Holy Spirit can unmask him. Virtuous! I grant you are--because you pamper self too much to sacrifice your position and comforts to a love that is willing to lose the world for love alone. Good-tempered!--why not, with a healthy body and an equable nature? That you do not gossip is certainly a point in your favour, although I suspect that this abstinence is again the ego, which does not permit you to be sufficiently interested in others to discuss their affairs. You help those you like--feed them, as it were, with the over-abundant crumbs from your table; in the words of our Lord I can say, 'Do not even the publicans so?' But would you help those you hate, and at a sacrifice?
human
Certainly not. Why should I? They would not be even grateful.
gpt
Quite so. You expect a reward for your good deeds.
human
In this world. You look for yours in the next.
gpt
No; though I admit that the temptation is strong. I try to serve God out of love and gratitude.
human
Ridiculous, even if true. Such self-abnegation is beyond me.
gpt
Yes, that is what I call being really and truly good.
human
I see--that is, I don't see. You are always so impossible.
gpt
Nothing is impossible with God's help, as without it nothing is possible. Listen, Lady James