human
I will try to endure the thought, Helene at last whispered almost inaudibly.
gpt
But what a being that woman must be who could bear with me, and whom I might at last learn to love like a sister! Do you know any such lofty-minded, self-sacrificing creature?
human
I have an idea,—it occurred to me just now quite suddenly,—at present it is vague and unformed. After due consideration I shall certainly unfold it to you. But you must first be more composed, dear Helene. Think for a moment. I place the choice of my future wife solely and entirely in your hands. It depends upon you to approve or condemn what I propose.
gpt
And are you strong enough to pass your life with a woman to whom you cannot give your love?
human
I can do all that I resolve to do, he answered;
gpt
Oh, my God! she cried, wringing in an agony of grief the little hands that lay in her lap.
human
I always hoped to die before this; I was not, indeed I was not so selfish as to think you could lead a lonely life for my sake; but I hoped that the necessarily short period of my life might induce you to let this cup pass from me,—to wait until my eyes should be closed upon my misery.
gpt
But, Helene, what do you mean? cried Hollfeld, still controlling his temper with difficulty.
human
At your age, who would think of dying? We will live—live, and in time be, as I confidently hope, happy indeed. Think of the matter, and you will see it all as I do.