human
Cornélie, he said,
gpt
Why?
human
Not because of ourselves. We are just as happy unmarried. But because of the world, because of people.
gpt
Because of the world? Because of people?
human
Yes. We shall be feeling more and more isolated. I discussed it once or twice with Urania. She was very sorry about it, but she sympathized with us and wasn't shocked. She thought it an impossible position. Perhaps she is right. We can't go anywhere. At San Stefano they still acted as though they did not know that we were living together; but that is over now.
gpt
What do you care about the opinion of 'small, insignificant people, who chance to cross your path,' as you yourself say?
human
It's different now. We owe the prince money; and Urania is the only friend you have.
gpt
I have you: I don't want any one else.
human
Really, Cornélie, it is better that we should get married. Then nobody can insult you again as the prince dared to do.
gpt
He has narrow-minded notions: how can you want to get married for the sake of a world and people like San Stefano and the prince?
human
The whole world is like that, without exception, and we are in the world. We live in the midst of other people. It is impossible to isolate one's self entirely; and isolation brings its own punishment later. We have to attach ourselves to other people: it is impossible always to lead your own existence, without any sense of community.
gpt
Duco, how you've changed! These are the ideas of ordinary society!
human
I have been reflecting more lately.
gpt
I am just learning how not to reflect.... My darling, how grave you are this morning! And this while I'm lying up against you so deliciously, to rest after all that excitement and the hot journey.
human
Seriously, Cornélie, let us get married.
gpt
You're a horrid boy. Why need we get married? It would alter nothing in our position. We still shouldn't trouble about other people. We are living so delightfully here, living for your art. We want nothing more than each other and your art and Rome. I am so very fond of Rome now; I am quite altered. There is something here that is always attracting me afresh. At San Stefano I felt homesick for Rome and for our studio. You must choose a new subject ... and get to work again. When you're doing nothing, you sit thinking--about social ethics--and that doesn't suit you at all. It makes you so different. And then such petty, conventional ideas. To get married! Why, in Heaven's name, should we, Duco? You know my views on marriage. I have had experience: it is better not.
human
Your experience, he repeated.
gpt
We know each other too well to be afraid of anything.