human
It is beneath me to answer, much less to satisfy such a doubt, said Audley.
gpt
I could have seen her, and a look of reproach would have sufficed; but to put my hand to paper, and condescend to write, 'I am not a villain, and I will give you the proofs that I am not'--never.
human
You are quite right; but let us see if we can not reconcile matters between your pride and her feelings. Write simply this: 'All that you ask me to say or to explain, I have instructed Levy, as my solicitor, to say and explain for me; and you may believe him as you would myself.'
gpt
Well, the poor fool, she deserves to be punished; and I suppose that answer will punish her more than a lengthier rebuke. My mind is so distracted I can not judge of these trumpery woman-fears and whims; there, I have written as you suggest. Give her all the proof she needs, and tell her that in six months at farthest, come what will, she shall bear the name of Egerton, as henceforth she must share his fate.
human
Why say six months?
gpt
Parliament must be dissolved before then. I shall either obtain a seat, be secure from a jail, have won field for my energies, or--
human
Or what?
gpt
I shall renounce ambition altogether--ask my brother to assist me toward whatever debts remain when all my property is fairly sold--they can not be much. He has a living in his gift--the incumbent is old, and, I hear, very ill. I can take orders.
human
Sink into a country parson!
gpt
And learn content. I have tasted it already. She was _then_ by my side. Explain all to her. This letter, I fear, is too unkind--But to doubt me thus!