human
Go on, dear, said Mabel,
gpt
Well, but I must tell you, Mabel, that although I am very happy, it sometimes troubles me to think how little I am changed outwardly, and how nobody but yourself would believe anything of all I have told you. I am sure Mona Cameron wouldn't --she stopped suddenly, half inclined to interrupt herself in order to retail to Mabel the incident of the previous day, but thinking better of it, she resumed--
human
It does trouble me more than a little, sometimes, but I'm not going to lot it. I know about the difference, and you know about it, and better than all, God who wrought it knows about it, so what can it matter whether the world knows about it or not?
gpt
But, Minnie, interrupted Mabel,
human
I don't see that you are quite right there; it must be of consequence that we show to the world what side we are on. --
gpt
O, yes, of course, replied Minnie hastily,
human
I was just coming to that--I meant the school-girls particularly when I said the world just now, because I know it will take a long time to convince them of the reality of this--indeed I am inclined to think they won't be convinced, it won't suit their ideas--but there, I am again! judging them just in the very way I am condemning them for judging me. Oh, dear, what a long time it will take before I get out of my old way of speaking without thought, for which my new way of thinking rebukes me a thousand times a day!
gpt
Patience, dear,
human
Yes, Mabel, returned Minnie,
gpt
I _am_ learning patience--even I, who never knew what restraint meant all my life, am learning what true freedom is for the first time.
human
And that just reminds me, continued Minnie, after a moment's pause,
gpt
O, it won't take long! I'll just tell you about it, and we can go into it some other time, its only a project, you know, and of course I wanted to have your opinion and advice first, and your help afterwards.
human
All of which you may count on,
gpt
Well, then, I must ask you in the first place, if you know the row of houses down beside the pit which papa built for the miners?
human
Yes, I pass it every day coming to school.
gpt
Then you will probably have noticed how ill-kept and dirty the houses are, and how untidy the women and children are, who continually lounge and romp about the doors.
human
Indeed I have, returned Mabel,
gpt
That is just what papa was saying the other morning at breakfast. He said that he had had the houses built on the most approved principles, with every sort of convenience and facility for the promotion of health and order, and yet when he took a party of gentleman down to the pit last week, he was utterly ashamed to observe the squalor and misery of the place. He said that some of the worst slums of London could hardly be worse, except in the matter of light and air, and even these the people seemed to be doing their best to exclude, judging from the dust covered and tightly closed windows. It just occurred to me while he was speaking that perhaps I might be able to do something to remedy this terrible state of affairs. I am sure papa would be glad to do anything to help us. I have not said anything to him about it till I should hear your verdict, and because I haven't the least shadow of an idea what plan would be best to go upon. What do you think of it?
human
I think it will be a very difficult matter, and will require a great deal of consideration,
gpt
But you don't think it impossible or impracticable?
human
Impossible?--no, replied she,
gpt
But do you think our hands will be strong enough, and our hearts stout enough for such an undertaking. It is not a thing we may take up to amuse ourselves with for a moment, and throw down when we are tired of it.
human
O, there's no fear of _you_ doing that with anything, and as for me, I must strike while the iron is hot. You know how new impressions wear off with me, and if I don't get into some work of this kind at once, I am afraid I'll get cool. I don't mean that I fear going back to where I was, but I am not like you, I haven't lived in it all my life, and I need something to keep up my interest. It's so with me in everything else, and I am sure it won't be different in this case, because of course my nature won't change, although my heart has. But that is not all; during these few weeks I have been living just in a sort of trance--that is, every moment I've been alone, content to dream all the time of how good God had been to me, but just the night before papa spoke about those people, it suddenly occurred to me that I must do something to help others, to find out how good He would be to them if they would only let Him. It seemed dreadfully selfish to sit still and drink in that wonderful happiness, without offering some of it to others when there are thousands dying for a drop of it. So when papa spoke about the miners down at Hollowmell, it struck me that here was work just ready for me.
gpt
Well, it does seem, said Mabel, beginning at the same time to put on her jacket and hat,
human
It does seem as if it was intended you should take this in hand; but don't let us do anything rashly. Let us think it over carefully for a week, and if we come to the conclusion that it would not be too much for us, let us begin operations then.
gpt
O, Mab! cried Minnie in dismay,
human
How calmly you talk of putting it off. Why, my hands are just aching to get to work, and then, what's the use of considering whether or not it will be too much for us; no amount of consideration will convince us as one attempt will, and of what use is our faith if we cannot make a practical use of it?
gpt
Perhaps I am over cautious, Mabel admitted,
human
Very well, agreed Minnie, kissing Mabel warmly as she bade her good-night,
gpt
Not a word more till Saturday, when we shall have time enough to give the subject the attention it requires. Good-night.
human
Good-night,