human
Is that a figure to be a widow and a priestess--that thing with a golden zone, and necklaces and ear-rings, and a silken garment like a harlot? Is that a widow who daily combs her hair, braids it, puts sweet flowers and oils into it, decking it for a lover? O Shastree, is that what a virtuous widow should be? Is that a condition of penance and austere privation whereby to inherit life eternal?
gpt
It cannot be, he said;
human
Hear me, my lord, said Tara, appealing to him piteously.
gpt
I am pure--I have done no evil--I am an orphan and a Moorlee, but not as others; such as I am, the holy Bhartee Swâmi, whom I have served hitherto, hath made me. Write to him if you will----
human
What is this? said Govind Rao, who entered at the moment, interrupting her;
gpt
Look, returned the other, rising,
human
If I am a Moorlee of the goddess, as ye call me, said Tara, interposing,
gpt
I am already shameless in your eyes, and no widow: let me go. No Moorlee is asked what she does, or what she wears. The Mother will not have those near her who are disfigured, and I cannot break the vow I have made to her; she would destroy me.