human
It's awfully difficult, Stephen went on, stroking his forehead the while.
gpt
It's war, you see, and in any war worth arguing about both sides have a lot to say for themselves. We shall bring that out in the Synopsis.
human
Don't be too impartial, Stephen!
gpt
No, I've got my side--but the other fellows shall have a fair show. His smile grew affectionate.
human
But I think you're entitled to come out of the fighting line and go into the organizing department--whatever it's called technically.
gpt
I'll tell you all about it some day. I'll wait a little. I seem only just to be getting a view of it.
human
You're very young. You may have a bit more practical work to deal with still. At any rate, I shall be very glad to hear all about it. He rose and took his resplendent silk hat--that symbol of a sentimental attachment to the old order, from which he sprang, to which his sceptical mind had so many questions to put.
gpt
Look here, Winnie, I believe you've been thinking life was finished--at any rate, not seeing any new start in it. Here's one--take it. It'll develop. The only way to put a stopper on life is to refuse to go along the open lines. Don't do that. He smiled.
human
I rather think we started you from Shaylor's Patch once. We may do it again.
gpt
I'm so tired, Stephen!
human
The Synopsis will be infinitely restful, Winnie. I'm going straight back to take the cottage, and begin to whitewash it. Send me word when you're ready to come. I'll tell you the truth before I go--or shan't I? Yes, I will, because, as I've told you before now, you've got pluck. You tell yourself you're facing things by staying here. You're not. You're hiding from things--and people. There are people you fear to meet, from one reason or another, in London, aren't there? Leave all that then. Come and live and work with us--and get your nerve back.
gpt
Yes, I think you're right. I've turned afraid. She threw out her arms in a spreading gesture.
human
Here it is so big--and it takes no notice of me! On it goes--on--on!
gpt
You didn't expect to stop it, all on your own, did you?
human
Or if it does take notice for a minute, half of it shudders, and the other half sniggers! Is there nothing in between?
gpt
Oh, well, those are the two attitudes of conservatism. Always have been--and, I suppose, always with a good deal of excuse. We do blunder, and we have a knack of attracting ridiculous people. It sets us back, but it can't be helped. We win in the end. He took up his hat again.
human
And the Synopsis is going to leaven the lump. Send me a wire to-morrow, Winnie, and the whitewashing shall begin!