ow, but I’m holding my tongue," I finally admit. “It’s barely 11:30 in the morning and I'm drinking."<br />
You find that funny and laugh before telling me you want to hear what I have to say. I don't remember you ever saying that to me before.<br />
"I just don't understand you," I begin. "I try to keep emotional distance from you so that when something like this happens I can walk away unharmed, but I care about you and you know it and it frustrates me to see you, an intelligent man, engaging in suc