or she 's i guess yeah it 's was about ten years so i yeah i i was really happy that i was able to do that but i that 's what i wanted to because i uh you know i just couldn 't wait to have kids and so if i was i was so anxious to have them and i couldn 't wait to have them it would be kind of silly you know to go back to work as soon as i had them so so it it it it was really great by the end of the ten years i was really ready
I wanted to have a child but only if I could immediately go back to my career .