well it 's uh it 's really both i 'm certainly driven by the desire to maintain my weight and be healthy and be in shape and uh and most of the time i enjoy it sometimes i don 't but i feel that uh that the discipline it affords me when i do it when i don 't wanna is also worth something
" Most of the time maintaining my weight and being healthy makes me happy , but it 's not something I put in my online journal . "