 
Review: Bull Mountain by Brian Panowich
04/27/2016
By Kevin

 If you like multi-generational family sagas, that take place in rural Georgia, check out Bull Mountain by Brian Panowich. This novel begins in 1949 with the sudden murder of Rye Burroughs by his own brother. Fast forward to 2012 and meth labs hidden in the valleys and gun-running from Florida with plot twists galore, then you'll have a good idea of the story described in Bull Mountain, Panowich's first novel. This is a violent story, well-written and engaging. Give it a try; I don't think you'll be disappointed.  


Reviewed by Annabella R.
 



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Teen Tech Week Photo Contest Winners
03/08/2016
By Elyse Haire

Each year Solano County Library celebrates Teen Tech Week as a way to support the work of young people as they explore, create and share their talents. The Digital Photography Contest is an opportunity for teens to express themselves in our digital world and be recognized for their creativity.

 

Over 100 teens from all over the country emailed or used Instagram to share their photos with us. Photos were submitted into ten different categories.  The works were judged by photographers from The Vallejo Times Herald, The Daily Republic, and The Vacaville Reporter.

 

 

Congratulations Jacob Barron of Fairfield, CA for winning the Grand Prize with his photo, Painted Ladies.  The winning photo was submitted into the architecture category.  Jacob has won the opportunity to work with local photographer, Brian O’Reilly, in his studio. 

 

Other winners included:

 

Pineapples in Hawaii by Marissa Grimes of Fairfield, CA. Food category.

Kona by Amber Stavenuiter of Fairfield, CA. Passions category.

Homework by Katie Walker of Fairfield, CA. School memories category.

Untitled by Lexi Wheeler of Vacaville, CA. Books category.

Golden Hour by Tati Martinez of Fairfield, CA.  Candid category.

Faces by Indica Derose of Fairfield, CA.  My choice category.

Untitled, Monument Valley by Annika Uyenco of Fairfield, CA. Landscape category.

After Hours by Chloe Tortal of Fairfield, CA.  Nature category.

 

Thank you to all the contestants for bringing art into the library. Your photos were full of talent, color, and emotion. All winning photos will be on display in library branches starting March 8th through March 31st. 

 

Thank you to the Friends of the Fairfield-Suisun City Libraries for their generous support of library events.



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The White Rabbit Chronicles by Gena Showalter
01/08/2016
By Kevin

“The White Rabbit Chronicles” by Gena Showalter consists of a protagonist by the name of Alice Bell. Her father believes in the existence of mysterious creatures that lurk in the night, and Alice has never believed in this until her family’s death in a fateful car crash. Soon after, she is involved in a group that attempt to set out and keep the creatures from harming any innocents.
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I really enjoyed the plot and how the story was written. The plot gave a darker, more modern twist to the childhood story, Alice in Wonderland. With zombies, action, plot twists, and the entertaining narration by the protagonist, The White Rabbit Chronicles is a very enjoyable read.


This review was written by Jun from Cordelia



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Review of The Imitation Game
09/10/2015
By Kevin

The Imitation Game was a wonderful movie because it taught the viewer about breaking Enigma. Alan Turning, a genius in Britain, creates an intricate machine that overall takes down Germany and saves millions of lives. To improve the movie, the producers could have developed the main female character in more detail. Overall, The Imitation Game earns 4.5 stars out of 5. The movie was clever, interesting, and a success!

 

Review of The Imitation Game

By Laura W.



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Congratulations to the Teen Summer Reading Challenge iPad Winners
08/18/2015
By Elyse

Thank you to all the teens who participated in this year’s Teen Summer Challenge.  You dared yourselves to do new, exciting things and we hope you had fun along the way!  Don’t forget to check out your local library branch and see what teen events are going on during the school year.  Congratulations to the following teens who are the grand prize winners of the iPad minis:

 

Fairfield/Suisun - Jacques Singleton

Rio Vista - Anthony Rickets

Vacaville - Daniel Crist

Vallejo - Amrit Aulakh

 



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Fairfield Teens Creating Mixed Media Art
08/05/2015
By Elyse

Camera
Materials: alluminum can
By: Annika (Fairfield teen)

 

Robot
materials: buttons, cardboard boxes, craft paper, craft sticks, packing tape, pipe cleaners
By: Audrey (Fairfield teen)



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Movie Review Princess and the frog
08/03/2015
By Jessica

The main character is Tiana who's loving  sweet and kind and enthusiastic. The movie  was heart warming accomplishing and persuading.It's heart warming because Tiana and her mom were very strong even though her dad died when she was little. Accomplishing because it shows the audience Tiana accomplishing her fathers dreams of his very own restaurant. And it persuading because it shows Tiana completing her goals at the end of the movie .I would definently  recommend this movie to a family member or friend because it's a movie made for everyone and the would really love it. And I love this movie because of the songs   characters and plot

-Jessica



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Creative Challenges
08/03/2015
By Katrina

Solano Library's 2015 Teen Summer Challenge has seen more creative teens daring themselves to do advanced projects.

 

Anika, Fairfield teen, sporting her repurposed a tshirt.

 

Springstowne teen pictured with her robot sculpture made from recycled items.

 



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Antoine's Comic
08/01/2015
By Antoine



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Creative Teen Spotlight: Jazz Trio "Finding the Moon"
07/22/2015
By Katrina

Jazz trio Finding the Moon shares their music during a teen event at the Vacaville Cultural Center Library.



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Jumping from New Heights
07/20/2015
By Katrina

Cordelia teen Eli G. (pictured in mid air) dared himself in the teen summer challenge to jump from new heights.



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Avi K. Making a recipie
06/24/2015
By Kevin

Avi K. making savory, cornbread muffins with red pepper and onion for the Teen Summer Challenge. Yummy side dish.

Yummy side dish.



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The Imitation Game
06/16/2015
By Sophia

The Imitation Game

A movie review


Compare alcohol to water. Water hydrates you and nothing else, in fact, it’s rather boring. Alcohol , on the other hand, usually leaves you drunk, emotionally unstable, without sense, and addicted. This movie is a double shot of Russian Vodka. It is set in Britain in WW11 and explores the lonely childhood of Alan Turing, the man who cracked Enigma, and his lonelier adulthood as a genius. Unlike machines, he never understood how people functioned, was a bit of a jerk because of it, but was also a homosexual man in a time when homosexuality was a criminal offense in Britain. Lonely? One would think. This movie is a captivating experience, travelling back through Turing’s past in a series of flashbacks as the movie goes on. Keira Knightley and Benedict Cumberbatch create an astounding atmosphere as they delve deep into the tragic story of a wronged man who never understood people, and a brave woman who helped him learn. I do not recommend this movie to any without a certain level of maturity.

by Sophia



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Joyce Brothers
06/01/2015
By Kevin



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All Book Zone
04/15/2015
By Kevin

~~“All Book Zone” by Fabian, Angel and Michael
To the tune of “No Flex Zone” by Rae Sremmurd
[Hook]
All Books Zone, all books zone
Read the Rhythm, read the rhythm 
All Books Zone, all books zone
Read the Rhythm, read the rhythm 
I read a good book, it made life better
I treat these books special, every body's jealous
Free books, got several, they tens or better
I'm a trendsetter, I'm a go-getter!

Young kids got to read books
Dumb kids giving me funny looks
In the library gotta stay quiet
If it's a book, don't gotta buy it
She said, "why you have so many books with you?"
I said, "I'm a reader to the honest with you"
Mind you, my crew right behind me
Went shopping, coulda bought Treasure Island
I read books cuz I'm a reader
They kids follow me like I'm a leader
Read a book, it's story time
All these books better rhyme
Reading a book is not a crime
I'm going to read every word and every line
These books are not to mess with, never messy
Three books I am reading, real loud, its acapella
Awesome like heavy metal
Teen Summer Challenge dares, god bless 'em



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Teen Poetry
03/21/2015
By Kevin

The last Teen Writing Club prompt was "Monday's never go well;" member Angel B. wrote this rap. Teen Writing Club meets every month at the Fairfield Cordelia Library, EXCEPT this April. Instead, all teens are encouraged to attend the Teen Poetry-Writing Workshop at the Vacaville Cultural Center Library on April 16 at 7pm.

 

Monday’s never go well

I’m so hungry can anybody tell

I think I’m gonna go to taco bell

The weather today is hot as hell

My grades fell, my math test was a fail

 

Oh well, today is still a great day

Today was my payday,

 

Honestly every day is a great day

 

So make a worst day, into your best day

 

Enjoy the nice weather in the bay

Let your friends and family know you love them all day

Keep moving forward like a highway

Keep doing everything your way

I hope love will stay

And everything will be OK



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Congratulations to Victoria for Winning the Teen Summer Reading Dare Drawing!
08/25/2014
By Katrina

This year's winner of the 2014 Teen Summer Reading Challenge was Victoria from Cordelia.

 

 

The 2014 Teen Summer Reading theme was "Spark a Reaction." It was the first year that allowed teens to complete an open range of summer goals of their own making, the ability to complete and view their success online and also "dare" their friends to complete a goal.

 

Here is what Victoria shared with us about participating in the program:

"I liked doing the dares this year, it was different and fun. I did extra dares mostly because it was just fun to make up dares. My favorite part was doing the dares that I wanted – and this part (winning) too! If I were to tell my friends about the summer reading program I would tell them it’s fun and how it works, and that they could win an ipad mini too."

"Shout out to my family, and to my sister Hosanna who I dared to write a letter to this summer.”

 



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Summer Word Search
07/30/2014
By Cordelia Teen: Zakayya

 

Q R T A S T E L A P E T W O F M F R O G S P L T G V L I M K S I X
W A T E R M E L O N Q Z I L V P O I M B F D S R O G I N K E S Z W
A K B H M Z L D U E U M P Q L I O S L E D I P L I R T B P E J O P
L R D V Z S T V I Y E H I S M E D I C A T I O N P Z W T O J Q S D
M S U M M E R C L B A R D W Z V D G A C D I R T Y S F K L N F K F
Z L T B W V S M Q B D E M S M S H P T H Q L T R P J V C G O I U A
V A C A T I O N R P W X L S U A C L S H E V S V X Y S N O L N I I
R W Q S T V A M D F O P L S B G C E H O J S R C F A C D O G S E T
S T M K F I O P V R T Z D F E A V C L U I M T I B S C H O O L I H
L D A E C D O F U M M Z L P S E R O T S B R E D H O R S E S M C F
W P Q T J M Z N S A D V W E F M N P I E S R K S U H J L M O P I U
B A L B I B L E N W D C E G L N R S T U V S C R S M O U T K N J L
V S L A N P R A D Y Z N O X E I G M A R K E T O W T T E U I C E S
T M N L R S P N O P W A T E R P A R K S J N A C U X C E T D P N I
F N W L A U N D R Y R D C A B N A C U F A M I L Y R E U N I O N W

 

WORD BANK

 

FOOD SCHOOL WATERPARKS HORSES
STATION CATS SPORTS STORES
MEDICATION SUMMER TASTE FAMILY REUNION
FOOD COURT FAITHFUL FROGS DIRTY
MARKET DOGS WATERMELON BIBLE
BASKETBALL VACATION LAUNDRY PIES
BEACH HOUSE      

 



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Teen Poetry: Trees
07/28/2014
By Cordelia Teen: Laura

Trees

Standing tall

Swaying in the wind

Growing, living, changing

Green and beautiful

Trees



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Teen Film Review: The Fault in our Stars
07/28/2014
By Cordelia Teen: Laura

The Fault in our StarsThe Fault in Our Stars

 

The movie, tells the amazing story of Hazel Grace and Augustus (Gus) Waters. Despite the fact that they both have cancer, the two teenagers find a road to happiness with their friendship. Overall this will have you laughing and crying all in the same scene! I would give this movie 9 out of 10 stars for its brilliance!

 

 

 

 



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Teen Book Review: The Maze Runner
07/28/2014
By Cordelia Teen: Laura

The Maze Runner
by James Dashner

 

The Maze Runner by James Dashner is an amazing novel that keeps you reading with cliff-hangers and adventure. The main characters, Teresa and Thomas, play a huge role in the breathtaking novel. Overall The Maze Runner is spectacular in many different ways and keeps readers asking for more!

 

 

 

 



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Teen Film Review: The Conjuring
07/28/2014
By Cordelia Teen: Abraham

The Conjuring

 

The movie was about a doll that had a demonic curse and in the beginning of the film the doll wrote ‘did you miss me?’ on the wall. Later the woman saw dead people hanging from trees and in the house, so she set up camera’s to catch the killer, the conjurer.

 

 

 

 

 



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Teen Book Review: The Red Pyramid
07/17/2014
By Fairfield Teen: Johana B.

The Red PyramidThe Red Pyramid is a fantasy/sci-fi book written by Rick Riordan. 

 

This book circles around the story of Carter and Sadie Kane; two young kids who also act as an embodiment for power Egyptian gods.  The story is told from both Sadie and Carter’s viewpoint and is well written as well as heart pounding.  This book captures the mind so much that you almost feel as if you are in the book yourself.  Riordan’s stunning book is one of my favorites now and if anyone read and like the Percy Jackson series I strongly suggest they read the Kane Chronicles as well. 

 

 

 

 

 



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Interview with Jennifer, the YA Library Associate at the Cordelia Library
07/16/2014
By Cordelia Teen Justin M.

1.) Question: what is the main purpose of being a librarian?

answer:  to help people find information and homework help.

 

2.) Question: why you pick this profession?

answer: she really felt like the library is being a part of the community.

 

3.)  Question: how did you get this job?

answer: she applied for it.

 

4.) Question: where did you start?

answer: she started shelving books.

 

5.) Question: do you like your job?

answer: she loves it.

 

6.) Question: why do you like your job?

Answer: she has a lot of fun.

 

7.) Question: how do you know where certain books are?

Answer: the Dewey Decimal system

 

8.) Question: why is the job hard?

answer there are challenges

 

9.) Question: how long have you been at this?

Answer: ten years

 

10.) Question: if you didn't pick this profession what other job would have picked?

Answer: services for teens

 

11.)Question: what are the challenges?

Answers: letting people know about the library



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Teen Poetry: The Difference
07/10/2014
By Zizi of Cordelia

THE DIFFERENCE

As I walk I turn my head side to side looking at all the houses,
buildings, cars, and buses they are dull and grey,
but when I look up all I see is pretty colors blue rainbows all over and the yellow sun.
I can see the differences between my world and up and sometimes I wish I was part of the sky.



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Teen Book Review: Love Letters to the Dead
07/03/2014
By Katrina

 

Book Review Written By:
Jessica I. 

 

Love Letters to the Dead
By Ava Dellaira, 2014
Realistic Fiction, Young Adult

 

Love Letters to the Dead, written by Ava Dellaira, is about a girl named Laurel who is writing letters to people who have died such as Amelia Earhart, River Phoenix, and many more. It starts off as an English assignment but grows into much more than that. She writes about what’s happening in her life such as how to be brave, her new friends, and falling in love; all while mourning over her sister’s death. As she writes these letters, she learns to be more open to others rather than shutting people out. Laurel discovers herself.

 

I found Love Letters to the Dead very poetic. It was filled with lines and phrases that a teenage girl would put on her bedroom wall (for the record, that is actually what I did). It was also filled with characters that were both lively and colorful. It has lots of emotion so when the main character mourns, you mourn. Some parts were so strong that I personally gasped at what happened. It wasn’t like one of those classic happy-ending fairy tales. This book touches your heart.

 

At times, Love Letters to the Dead was boring. In the beginning, it is kind of slow but it soon picks up speed. There is also quite a lot of suspense because Laurel never reveals how May died until the end. Every time she does, she cuts herself off. The only time that she fully talks about it is towards the end. There are a lot of secrets in this book. I also found it rather hard to keep track of all the characters because there are so many and sometimes they have nicknames. For instance, one character named Sky was called Sky all throughout the book up until the end when his mother said Skylar. It confuses you enough to think, “Wait, who is she talking about again?”

 

This book reminded me a lot of another book called The Perks of Being a Wallflower. In both books, it is narrated by a character that is a freshman at a new school and is going through something that scarred them for life. If you like that book, I would recommend this book because they are very similar to each other.

 

I would recommend this book to anyone in 8th grade and above because there are quite some intense scenes and also some dirty scenes. There is also some cuss words involved. Overall I think that this book is a book that you would read once, but not twice. But don’t just take my word for it! Rent Love Letters to the Dead by Ava Dellaira at any Solano County library and read it yourself.

 



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Teen Book Review: Cinder
07/01/2014
By Katrina

 

Book Review Written By:
Jessica I.
 

 

Cinder
By Marissa Meyer, 2013
Young Adult, Science Fiction, Dystopian, Fantasy

 

In this retelling of the classic Cinderella, Linh Cinder is a cyborg, which means that she is a mix of both human and robot. Set in the future and in New Beijing, Cinder works as a mechanic with an unknown past. One day, Prince Kai, heir to the throne, asks her to fix his android. From that moment on, everything changes for her. She falls in love; she becomes wanted (and in some cases) needed by others for both good and bad reasons; she discovers her own well-hidden secrets. Cinder has something that others want, something others would kill for.

 

I loved Cinder! At first I thought I wouldn’t like it because it was science fiction, but I loved it! Cinderella is a cyborg? Isn’t that intriguing enough? It was filled with villains that make you just want to stick your hand in the book and personally strangle them. The characters are very well developed. Many are funny and lovable. There are so many plot twists and action so it will never bore you. Some parts left me gasping and wanting more (especially the end). The romance is sweet. It wasn’t sappy and so many parts make you say, “Just kiss already!” Cinder was very interesting and engaging.

 

There were only a few things I didn’t like about Cinder. At first, I felt that there were too many female characters so it was sort of hard to keep track of all of them. However, you quickly get the hang of it. The second thing I didn’t like about it was that it was some parts were predictable. Yes, there were many plot twists but some of those twists you saw coming a mile away.

 

Cinder actually reminds me a lot of Divergent by Veronica Roth. Both had independent, feisty heroines as their main characters. In both, the villain was another female who manipulated others so they could take over their regions. There are actually many similarities. If you liked that book, definitely read this book.

 

I recommend Cinder to anyone twelve and up. Even as an adult, you may even like this book also. This is a book that I would definitely read again… and again. I give this book nine and a half stars out of ten. Check Cinder by Marissa Meyer out at any of the Solano County Library branches and then review it yourself!

 



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Teen Book Review: Hush Hush
07/01/2014
By Katrina

 

Book Review Written by:
Jessica I.
 

 

Hush, Hush
By Becca Fitzpatrick, 2009
Young Adult, Fantasy, Paranormal, Mystery, Romance

 

When Nora Grey gets paired up with the mysterious transfer student, Patch, she already knows that not everything is right with him. He somehow knows a lot about Nora, but tends to change the subject when it comes to him. After several mysterious encounters, Nora becomes terrified. She constantly feels a shadow behind her, like someone is following her, like someone is out to kill her. Who can she trust? What’s with Patch? And why is she so attracted to him? As Nora and Patch’s lives become intertwined, things become complicated, secretive, and very dangerous.

 

I always heard a lot of good things about Hush, Hush so when I finally caved in and read it, I was not disappointed. I didn’t know why I waited so long. From the moment I opened up the book, I couldn’t put it down. There is a lot of suspense and action. Patch isn’t the typical hero. He is mysterious, smooth, and can I say quite charming. You will fall in love with him, just as Nora did. The book is fast-paced and quite unsettling. If the action and suspense doesn’t keep you gripping to your seat, then Nora and Patch’s romance itself could keep you reading the book. Already from the start you can tell that they were bound to be together. The characters were so well developed that you can predict some of the character’s actions already. Hush, Hush is an unstoppable page-turner.

 

There was almost nothing that I didn’t like about Hush, Hush except for the fact that it was too short. Becca Fitzpatrick ends Hush, Hush making you want more.

 

When I was reading Hush, Hush, the plot reminded me of Twilight by Stephenie Meyer. I can already see you, sighing to yourself and already not wanting to read Hush, Hush just because I compared it to Twilight. Yes, Twilight is known for it’s horribleness and bad actors, but let me remind you- THAT’S THE MOVIE. Don’t judge a book by its movie. When I compare Hush, Hush to Twilight, I am hoping that you don’t take this in a negative tone. I just believe that the plots are rather similar because instead of vampires and werewolves you have fallen Angels. I still believe that this book is a must-read for everyone.

 

I recommend Hush, Hush to all young adults thirteen and up. There are a couple dirty scenes. This is a book that I will be reading over and over again, and each time this book will grip me as much as the last time. Like I said before, Hush, Hush is a must-read for everyone.

 



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Book Recommendations
06/27/2014
By The Say-er of It

Book recommendations by Justin M. 
 

Title/Author: The Popularity Papers. The Rocky Road Trip / Amy Ignatow
Recommendation: I would recommend it to people who have traveled around the world.

 

Title/Author: Middle School. My Brother is a big fat liar/ James Patterson
Recommendation: I would recommend it to people who have annoying big brothers in their life.

 

Title/Author: Dork Diaries #8/ Rachel Renee Russell
Recommendation: Everybody should read this book it’s filled with drama.

 

Title/Author: You care too. Favorite poems for all ages/ Robert Frost
Recommendation: It relaxes you, they tell you something meaningful.

 

Title/Author: The Bill Martin Big Book of Poetry/ Eric Carte
Recommendation: It relaxes you and is filled with fun nursery rhymes.

 

Title/Author:  Middle School. Ultimate showdown/ James Patterson
Recommendation: You can write in it and it is a fun book to read.

 

Title/Author: The Red Pyramid/ Rick Riordan
Recommendation: If you’re a fun person get it, it’s good if you like mysteries

 

Title/Author: I even funnier/ JAmes Patterson
Recommendation: It is really funny
 

 

Book recommendation by Elijah M. 

Title/Author: Underwater welder/ Jeff Lemire
Recommendation: It was great and and a happy ending

 

Title/Author: What is it/ Lynda Barry
Recommendation: I didn’t like it too much because it creeped me out.

 

Title/Author: Cat Warrior
Recommendation: I didn’t like it because it was boring and had boring bad cat characters.

 

Title/Author: Wolverine/ Carry Hama
Recommendation: It’s a great book because its wolverine.



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New poem from Vallejo
05/28/2014
By The Say-er of It

BLACK SUN

 

The sky is red, the sun is black, I’m riding a rollercoaster but my mind is off track. There are lots of ups and downs, smiles and frowns, even kings placing crowns on the heads of clowns. But I really don’t care, life isn’t fair, god has given me a life I can hardly bear, but still, to ruin my life I do not dare.

 

Everyday I ask him, why can’t you share? My life is going, I just don’t know where, because a life like mine is kind of rare. What do I do, while there’s love in the air? Other people kiss while I just sit and stare, I look to my left and there’s nobody there, I look to my right and there’s a pair, people look at me funny, like there’s sand in my hair.

 

The clouds are red, the rain is black, I may have left but I’ll never be back, but what I can say is, there’s nothing I lack, my life already sucks, please cut me some slack. I look at the trees, I look at the sky, but what is the point when I just want to die? Why? Why do I try? When every time I fail all I do is cry. And how can I be calm when I’m jealous of every guy?

 

My heart is grounded, while my mind wants to fly, you can guess by what I write that I’m also kind of shy, why do I need them? All they do is lie. I try to be nice, but they just punch me in the eye, and when I’m upset, all they do is pry, my mind is plain, but seasoned, like a French fry.

 

The clouds are blue, the sky is white, my mind is racing faster than the speed of light, my life just gets worse, but I still have to fight, why am I like this? It’s just not right. Life is taller than me, I’m not it’s height, I fly through the sky, but still held to the ground, just like a kite, and why are people scared when they know I don’t bite?

 

You can tell me whole life, just by what I write, I sleep during the day, and fly through the night, and I’m pushing a boulder, with all my might. But I’m getting nowhere, my hands are bare; I love the dark, so give me a scare, I lost my mind and my soul, they were a pair.

 

Sometimes I just sit, just sit and think, think that I can’t end up in the brink, my mind is empty and cold, like a skating rink, I don’t care if people say I stink, because I already know that I’m their main link, I have a cup, but nothing to drink, and once it’s over, just like a ship my heart will sink, my mind wants to grow, while my heart wants to shrink.

 

The water is black, the sun is red, you can’t kill something that’s already dead, I jump off the bridge, I take the dive, you can’t kill something that was never alive. I’m steering my life, but I don’t know how to drive, everything gets quiet when I arrive.

 

I can’t think, because there’s nothing in my head, people call me a coward, just because I fled, what do I eat? Nothing but bread, other people feed, while I’m being fed.

 

Sometimes I cry, when I go to bed, I already know, that my heart you will shred. There’s nothing in my life, but the tears I shed, my heart is weighing me down, like it’s made of lead, I’m stuck in the past, like my name is Fred, what’s on my mind? Horror and dread, other people laughed while I sat and bled.

 

I don’t look around, I’m scared of what I will find, I see life in front of me, but I think I’m going blind, I fell in a trap, and now I’m stuck in a bind, and still nobody yet noticed that I’m going out of my mind. It’s been a while, since my contract was signed, and now my soul is black, my body already shined, why do people laugh? All I do is be kind, I already died, my heart flat lined.

 

The trees are black, the snow is red, don’t lie on me, because that’s not what I said. My mind keeps turning, my heart is burning, I keep making mistakes, so I don’t think I’m learning, my life is soft like butter, and god is churning. How can I be happy when misery keeps occurring? My life is mixed up, and I am stirring. I live in a shack, I peek through the crack, and when I look outside, all I see is black.



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